I was
missing my writing from last several months. Sometimes, what you don’t expect,
it happens and you really don’t know how to move out of that. Well, I am
sitting in my balcony looking outside and exploring my head about all the
things about which I really wanted to puke out my words over a paper. I am
sitting here since morning but no idea knocked into my head. I am still in an
enigma and trying to come out of the illusion, which I thought to be real. I
really want to write about that but I cannot or to be precise “I should not”.
I
think I know, about what I should write this time.
I am
really confused about two very famous phrases these days. First, “What happens, happens for good” and
other “Shit happens”. Two thoughts
highly contrast in meaning. But one thing in common, both are used to cheat
ourselves. Whenever something wrong screw us up, we sit, close our eyes and use
either of the damn phrases. People I don’t comprehend, how happening of shit is
good? I discussed with several beings. Everyone has own perception. Conclusion
being, you can’t control your destiny. And there, there’s the origin of new
cruel word “Destiny”. Wow!
Destiny,
“is she bitch?” or “she’s darling?” Something uncontrolled
happening in your life, tag it with the name of destiny. If there’s happiness,
she is darling otherwise she’s bitch. I must say, we, human beings, have very
interesting techniques to sink out our frustration. Well, I don’t believe in
her. Moreover, I consider her an innocent girl, who has not committed anything
wrong but always get punished with hard words, if someone screws someone.
But
from where these things are taking birth in the grey part of our heads. Almost,
everyone believes that if we’ll do something wrong, an invisible power will
punish us, who resides in heaven but controls all the entries to hell. Yeah,
The God! Another means, being used by human beings to cover their mistakes, to
make an excuse if they have not got spine to do what they cannot. “Shayd
Bhagwan ko yahi manzoor tha..!”, “I don’t know what to do now, let the god
decide”, “I’ll pray that the god will lead us to right path”, “I don’t know
whether it is right or wrong, let the god decide himself” I bet everyone has
heard of these phrases and I am sure, we all have used some of these at some
situations, when we totally lost our
minds.
Guys,
breaking news, The God has already blessed you with a 350 gm gift right in your
head. Please start using that. It’s not gonna used up. Don’t blame him every time
for everything and shout for his help, even if you’re struck in some traffic.
He’s not gonna make another road for your car. He has millions of other useful
things to deal with.
I
know, I have used harsh words this time and even the words I should use in
writing. No apologies for that. Life is what you make it. No one controls it.
There’s no destiny, if you don’t know which way to go. There’s no God, if you don’t
believe in yourself.
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