what place have you decided for me?

Why did u send me there, if I had this destiny..
I asked him, the almighty, what everyone calls him, “The God”
I have heard that, here at your place, you ask for the deeds of the people..
To decide their place in heaven or hell..
So, what place here, have you decided for me?

What was my sin?
First, I had to fight to take entry into that damn world..
And when I had, I had to struggle for my existence..
I am already tested in every manner and all my patience..
So, what place here, have you decided for me?

What I had done wrong?
I proved myself at every point that I am as strong enough as males..
I faced all the challenges and teases and exploitation..
I am already tested in all the phases of my life cycle..
So, what place here, have you decided for me?

Was I not good enough?
I loved as a sister..
I cared as a daughter..
I compromised as a wife..
I sacrificed as a mother..
I think, I am already tested in all the roles..
So, what place here, have you decided for me?

But, I failed to fight..
I failed to scream, when they were raping me..
I failed to run, when they were abusing my body..
I failed to kill, when they were acting as demons..
I failed to defend, I failed to cry, I failed to shout..
Finally, I failed to live..
So, what place here, have you decided for me?

Actually, I didn't fail..
It’s your designed society, which failed..
It’s your male creature, who failed..
It’s your system, which failed..
It’s YOU who FAILED..
So, what place here, have you decided for YOURSELF?